I am working on this website to make it even better and I heard hissing and popping from my black candle. The odd part is that they are being used for light, and I know for sure its notthing like draft or air pocket or draft. Otherwise the others would have been doing that.
I know that one day soon I would be getting to New Orleans, and okay the candle is popping and hissing at that, so maybe I an getting there sooner than I think.
I just need to be patient and perhaps I need to set up my store for my books on here. I have not delivered on my promisess, and there is no excuse for that as I take full responsibility for that. My yard is going to be done soon too, so that makes me happy. I did lose more weight and I am currently sitting under 200lbs. Woo Hoo!
Its time I put energy into myself and not everyone else that I had been doing for the past 40 years give or take. I am taking care of me and that means healthier options when it comes to my overall well being. Eating smarter and toning up my body, gotta be in top shape for New Orleans. My teeth are messed up right now and no I never done drugs other than Mariquana when I was younger. Never got hooked on Oxy or any of those harder drugs. I did quit drinking alchohol.
Something tells me that I should plant my pink roses and take my red ones with me. while having them in a better planter one that is bigger and heavier. My chamomile is going to go with me too, as well as my mint plants. The rosemary plant is going to be planted near the walkway out front.
Okay I am getting way ahead of myself here, right now its the yard getting done, the sheds installed and a lot of trash and junk being thrown out. I can move my boxes of stuff into the spare room once he clears out his junk from in there, I can have all my clothes and books and what have you in there so by the time moving day comes I don’t have to worry about anything of mine in the way of things. I am not taking a lot of televisions I am also leaving behind a lot of hard copies of my books that I own and going digital until I can get to the place I need to be.
I was sitting here thinking about getting rid of all my old journals and the angel number 222 popped up as 2:22 am pst, and I was already going to be getting rid of them and got a hiss from my candle. Hello Confirmation that I need to purge them from my life as I am starting fresh. And to let go of the books that I have as to lighten my packing and traveling.
There are plants that I simply can’t bare to part with, and others I can leave behined. My Red Roses are coming with me as well as my Lucky Bamboo and Money Tree. I got rid of a lot of candle holders that were taking up space and I do not use them at all. I have a cheep candle warmer that I plan to get rid of as the base is broken. I can get rid of a lot of my planters too especially the plastic ones. If I get a nicer planter for my roses then I can transport them safely.
It really is a nice day out and my red roses are blooming quite nicely. And my chamomile is growing beautifully too. I can’t wait for my mint ones as well. I will have to start growing black tea too. There’s nothing better than fresh herbs for your morning tea’s. I can pinch of a few leaves and flowers and hit brew. I am looking into growing some stevia as well to help with the sweetness. I have gotten rid of a lot of my gardening stuff.
Anywho I am going to be going through all my books and then writing down ones that I can purchase digitaly. Or get the app Ever And, there I can read a lot of the books that I do have already. that stream lines things more. There is a lot in this house that i can get rid of and that is really good for me to do.
I do not need to take the furniture and such with me to my new home in New Orleans, Lousiana. I can purchase new lamps, and bedding, and living room furniture. I do not need all the tvs in this house and I do not need all the computers here either.
Oops I started to curate what my furniture would look like before I even purchased my home. Take a breather woman. Your getting way too far ahead of yourself. Cart before the horse, sure I can curate my dream furniture and everything but what good does that doo me if i purchased them right now then find out that my new home is smaller than I had thought? not good. As i would have waisted all that money for nothing.
Right now I can work on me and put into me the love care and attention that I wish to have instead of trying to seek it from others who do not care at all. there is nothing better than investing in ones own self. not this is not narssistic behavior though i suposes it could be. That is another topic all together. and for now this is journaling everything that is in my head.
Congratulations you made it this far into my journaling. Yes I am aware of gramatical errors and missspeled or misuesed words. this is a journal not a story or an article. for those they get the editorial vversions. this helps me to get my thoughts out on paper becasue this is meditative. I should get a degree in herbalism this would help my magick as well.
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